[You're caught in the moment like it's a metal trap, and teeth of reality are digging into everything that you are. A part of you, the smart part just wants to run away. Whatever it takes, whatever you need to cut off from yourself to leave behind to do it will be worth it. Even if it's your heart. Especially if it's your heart. You don't have much of one left anyway, and where's it gotten you whole? Shattered, worthless pieces for escape, and then peace. It's a perfect trade. What more could you want? Nothing. This is exactly what you want. You've said your piece, so much, much more than was deserved.
Pain is an excellent teacher, but only if you remember to avoid having to learn the exact same lessons over and over. You're not an idiot, not like this. You can go. You should go.
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Pain is an excellent teacher, but only if you remember to avoid having to learn the exact same lessons over and over. You're not an idiot, not like this. You can go. You should go.
Just.
Leave.]
Yes.
Yes, I do. Always.